PROJECT STATEMENT – MAPPING THE MEMORY MANDALA. CAMARGO FOUNDATION. FRANCE. 2008.
I lived in several places but returned year after year to my grandfather’s home in New Delhi, where he has lived since 1948. After he died in 2006, walking through the spaces this missing person occupied, filled with the lifetime of carefully collected objects, I was left with a strong sense of the uncanny. Each object in the room had a story I was familiar with. They had been there as long as I could remember – in the same place, pretty much frozen in time. With the referent gone a re-negotiation of my relationships to the once familiar objects left behind had to take place. Familiarity seemed located only in the mediated world of photographs. The latter eventually gained precedence over both: current space (where I was having a hard time locating myself) and time (memory).
An analogy to this experience, I mapped the illusion of my grandfather’s living room by drawing on top of the pre-existing objects in my studio, in dry pastels. From the entrance these perceptual, historic objects just about cover the actual, contemporary ones. As viewers step away from the specified viewing position and enter the installation, the objects break into strange shapes, stubbornly fighting the architecture and retaining angles of a now-inaccurate perspective, generating a space- time hiccup where they are free to move but their earlier perception is not. Both form and material turn fickle as straight lines turn into curves mapped on a rounded chair leg and the fabric on a sofa plainly starts displaying the hand’s gestures in chalk pastel. The backs of the real chairs, tables, trash cans, jars, exposed bits of the floor, walls, shelves and columns begin to unabashedly reveal themselves and a contradictory co-existence of the real and virtual begins.
Meanwhile, in a real-time video feed projected onto a screen across the room, viewers/ participants watch themselves moving through the perfectly lined up fictional space. While the direct phenomenological experience of their own frozen vision often turns abstract and hard to negotiate, this mediated, one-point view (the projection) lets them watch themselves simultaneously moving through the convincing illusionist space offering a more graspable solution. From time to time, even this solution turns unpredictable as viewers see themselves or another walking through what seemed like a concrete object: disconcertingly challenging the boundaries of form and matter! Participants are confronted with awkwardly trying to locate themselves in the multiple spaces set up – the fractured “here”, the mediated (in space) “there” and the memory of the space (mediated in time) they are supposed to be in.
Further, the relationship between these spaces start getting more complex as the image on screen responds to their movements not like the virtual image of a familiar mirror, but rather the opposite. Bodies slow down, movements gets amplified as the participants start concentrating on re-familiarizing themselves with their own bodies and trying to understand what the implications of a movement in this space will have on the others.
Using the disconcerting tension between the perceptual and phenomenological experience, these projects ask questions about permanence and transience, object and image, fact and illusion, mapping and displacement, perception and knowledge, often exposing the fragile set of givens upon which meaning is constructed. For me this project was a personal investigation asking- “What do these signifiers mean once the signified is gone? What is it that we actually own? What does it means to make a space “ours” in a way that outlives us? What is permanent and unchanging? What is real and how do we recognize it?”
2014:
Kochi-Muziris Biennale, India
2012:
Art Hong Kong, China
TRIAD, Miami, USA
2008:
Camargo Foundation, France
Sculpture Space, Utica, USA
2007:
Hyde Park Art Center, Chicago, USA
2004-10:
Sketches in Space